id rather be vain than learn to hate myself again
Everyday is a struggle to get out of bed.
Everyday is a struggle to smile and laugh.
Everyday is a struggle to leave the house.
And now, everyday is a struggle to talk to you, and I don’t even have the energy to fight to talk to you.
And then she told herself, “Stop being so weak. Grow up and get over it.” and then she never felt anything again.